Fuck it all

[[MC.] CJBB]

i grew living a horible life
at the age of 3 i seen my dad beat his wife
no but he wasnt done there he was comin after me
then i woke up one mornin and he was gone, he he
i found later he didn't die just my mom divorced him
and she started going out with this one guy named Tim
My mom brain washed me and so did he
they kepted tell me the other one was crazy
so i just stuck to my self and stayed in my room
and thats i new i was doomed
around the age of 8 i finlay came out
but all i felt like doing was to scream and shout
once over at my dads he beat me worse than my sister
i wanted to run, next thing u no i was histor....ry
people said i just made all the things he did to me up
well lets just say this next time i go over there ill be wearin a cup
my mind is so complex, i can hardly think
so thats y in the bath tub i started to sink
i almost drowned that night it would have be bad
i would have lost the things, ive never had
haha, i luagh at death, here ill help u out, heres some blood drippin from my wrist
ill even punch my own face, thats right with my own damn fist
i had to see a theripist all my life, all he said was here take this
all it gave was mental bliss
so i could finaly see how fucked up things are
thats y i had to stop takin it
i wanna be crazy, cause if im not all i do is sit
and watch theese things that makes me so mad
my mom keeps telling me my life wasnt that bad
but she doesnt no the truth she doesnt no a thing
i wish i lived in San Fran so i could hop underneith that trolly DING DING!
In third grade i didnt go all year
i had nothing to do except break some mirrors
i played a lot games thats y i like them now
hell i remember one when i could shoot this cow
blood squirted everywhere, i kinda like that
hell lets make it happen again ALRIGHT CAT
haha, just joking i wouldnt hurt a fly
but i wouldnt hesitate to kill ANY! fucking guy
And a went thro fucking hell with drugs and counclin
but hell theese walls r foam so i better get ta bouncin
ill leave u with this, dads evil moms stupid sisters bitch brothers lazy


this has ben a rap from the heart by cjbb